I have been soooo busy that i havnt had time to come on here at all. feels SO good to be back!!
Im not okay. at all, but dont have time to go into it rite now.
Im pretty sure ive gained weight...too afraid to actually see. I just hate what i see in the mirror so bad. The only good thing is that my daily jeans def are big. =) not big enough to be falling off, but noticeably big. i dont even know how my eating habits have been. ive either not been hungry at all or starving...i dont know which one won most of the time. Tonite wont be great, all you can eat amazing sit down food with organization. Fancy restaurant and sitting at tables, like family style, so people will see what i eat. please give me strength to not go crazy
Im super pissed with my friend. We are in a couple classes together and for one of them the two of us are suppose to do a project together. It was due today, he didnt start his part until this morning. and didnt finish. if my gpa drops i will bring the wrath of hell to school......
esp!!! because i passed the test and am now in Phi Sigma Pi!!! Its an honors co-ed fraternity, and it does have a gpa requirement. I saw breaking dawn on friday. it was actually good. i never really liked twilight, but my sister geeks and i dont hate it. i find it amusing actually. but breaking dawn was actually really good. like really. like i like twilight now and cant wait for part 2. i HATE kristen stewart, horrible actress, buuuut my god is she thin!! esp in that movie!! i was so jealous the whole time!!!
Well i get to get going but heres some thinspo!!
Tuesday, November 22, 2011
Monday, November 14, 2011
busy busy busy
im in class, and prob should actually be studying for my test in my next class, but i realized its been a long time since I posted. school is kicking my ass. too many papers and projects due and having to do it as a group is actually not helping. Im also pledging a honors fraternity which is taking up free time and my final exam is on sunday...not ready...so many names to memorize.
eating....actually i dont know. im so busy and crazy in my head i cant remember. but for the most part i go around like i just ate...so i dont think i have caused too much damage. there are def some days that i barely ate =) and the best part is i didnt feel hungry or made myself not eat. awesome!!!
went to many concerts, Sting Foo Fighters, and tonite i am going to see English Beat. Music=Life
oh, and i found out my cousin got accepted to a semester abroad for spring, IN PARIS!! spring break in paris?!?!?! hopefully!!! now i gotta be french skinny!!! thats it for now. ill give a better post sooon. i dont wanna go into a bitch rite now, gotta ace my test!!
for france, some thinspo
eating....actually i dont know. im so busy and crazy in my head i cant remember. but for the most part i go around like i just ate...so i dont think i have caused too much damage. there are def some days that i barely ate =) and the best part is i didnt feel hungry or made myself not eat. awesome!!!
went to many concerts, Sting Foo Fighters, and tonite i am going to see English Beat. Music=Life
oh, and i found out my cousin got accepted to a semester abroad for spring, IN PARIS!! spring break in paris?!?!?! hopefully!!! now i gotta be french skinny!!! thats it for now. ill give a better post sooon. i dont wanna go into a bitch rite now, gotta ace my test!!
for france, some thinspo
Sunday, November 6, 2011
time to waste
I messed up. no i didnt, I FUCKED UP. big time. stupid all you can eat great food, beer, football. and everyone feeding me cause im 'young and can eat all this and not have it show'.....no you fat old lady, it does show. im not 10, im 22. no food today.
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